no work on the jeep...

I told him on Thursday night we needed to get the jeep running this weekend.

He's over here drinking wine with his best friend...

I think he thinks I'm not for real...

that because he told married slut that they have to be discreet ... that i'm just gonna roll over... not change... but I am... I'm over this lying...

unless he tells me that we're going to try this for real... to try and have an adult relationship... be a couple... and not in the closet... making me feel like he's ashamed of me...

he's gonna be walking to work tomorrow...