ok... so he did break first...

he just asked me to come over...

I want to say no so bad... but I won't... I want to talk about this... I've said my piece... I want him to respond... so this is my plan of action...

I'm going to drink a little, hopefully he'll drink a lot... and maybe we can have a talk...

I'm not going to deny snooping... and I'm going to let him know what I read... we'll see what happens...

I'm probably fuckin' up right now...