anxiety be damned...

I'm going to get through this...

It may take drugs... and moving... and quitting my job... but I will get through this.

He's a liar... he lies... either to me or about me... he lies...

sorry I keep repeating this so often, but I've got to keep reminding myself that he's not the prince I made him out to be... he's not a good guy... and he would have broken my heart if we would have ever kept up the charade of being together...

we're not together, and that's a good thing...

I'm no longer taking care of his shit... I'm no longer calling him... I'm over this...

now I'm gonna go take a pill :)