bitter blackberry blogging

It's 4am and rather than pull out the laptop & stay up all night I figured I'll just write from here & hopefully crash back asleep after.

¤I got a memo today at work that says all annual reviews not processed by May 15 would not be eligible for retro-active pay... Bu-bye $3K for me...

¤PC is NOT inviting me camping for Memorial weekend. On top of that PC is generally to busy for anything lately... Which of course makes me want him more.

¤the Jedi asked if I wanted to go see Hot Fuzz tonight (last night) and we LOVED Shaun of the Dead, so I said yes... After feeding MMMs cat, we should have gone straight to get to the theater, instead he turned left and we ended up at a fancy wine bar drinking $12 glasses of Pinot Noir & eating oysters baked with bacon & artichokes... It was lovely & romantic, we were flirty & laghing, having (I thought) a really good time. At the end of the night, we're both a bit tipsy from the wine & he gave me a long hug, he leaned down to kiss me and when I tilted my chin up he stopped short & said "go call PCsrealname"...

When will I learn???