I want to be wrong...
just for the record... I really want to be wrong about PC.
I'm not going to stop seeing him all together, I'm just going to not "put all my eggs in one basket" so to say. I don't want to be the chaser in this relationship... It seems every time I start a new romantic relationship... the guy is chasing me... complaining that I don't have enough time, that I'm too busy, that I have too many guy friends... and I take that to heart and over time I become the girl that is waiting by the phone and complaining that I'm sitting at home on a Saturday night. I don't want to long for this... I just want someone who wants me...
So, to down play the over dramatic emotions I was feeling yesterday... I guess I'm just going to sit back and see what happens... and let it be just what it is...
I guess I just thought after 2 months... it would be more... I'm not sure why I'm trying to rush things...
Labels: Prince Charming
4 Comments:
Whatever you decide, we're here, in your corner.
YOU are the only one who knows what is best for you.
*HUGS*
I don't think you're trying to rush things. You are just at a point in your life where you don't want to waste time with someone who doesn't have the same commitment you do.
Talk to him Tori, otherwise you'll be second guessing yourself constantly.
(((HUGS)))
Tracy and Jen are both absolutely right. And let's face it, you're a mega-catch. I bet there are a hundred guys reading your site right now WISHING they had a chance.
Who knows what snafus and hang-ups other people are going through? We can't control that, unfortunately, especially when they won't tell us about them. So relax, don't give up, but keep your options open...who knows what wonderful thing might happen.
Hope you feel okay...maybe even happy. Soon. :)
It's hard to sit back and set things on cruise control (or auto pilot, whichever you prefer ;). I struggled in the beginning with my current relationship. After 2 months (that felt like an eternity) I was ready for more. If I had pushed and pushed and asked him how he felt I wouldn't be with him now. 9 months for us, and going strong. I wouldn't have our odd relationship any other way. He's my best friend and my best confident. (and the best lay I've ever had in my entire life...seriously ;)
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