I've had a crap day...

I told MMM today that I am no longer going out during the week... and even on the weekends I need to slow down.

When the Jedi & I were together, he had the Padawan every other weekend, so my "partying" was limited. Since MMM broke up with her boyfriend and I've been single, I think I've gone out every SINGLE weekend and usually once or twice during the week.

I've gained 10 pounds... I feel old... my skin isn't as good as I know it can be... I have stomach issues... and I'd bet a thousand dollars that I'm not remembering things like I should.

All I know is I joke about kissing too many boys... but one of these days I'm gonna drink too much and do something I regret... and ya know, I shouldn't rely on MMM to keep an eye on me... I need to take responsibility for my own actions!

ANYWAY... tonight I'm just going to do some laundry... play around online... catch up on some TiVo... eat some yummy comfort food (cheesy hot dogs if you must know)... and hope that maybe I get to see PC. He said his final was "sucky" and hasn't returned any of my other IM's or texts... so I'm hoping he's doing the same thing I am... relaxing and trying to push thru the negative and focus on the positive.

I hope you all are doing well and have good plans for the weekend... I have a wedding on Saturday and I'm going to the Yankee/A's game on Sunday... I'm keeping my fingers crossed for zero rain and a close game!