really??
Has it been since Tuesday since I updated???
OH... I did the famous meme, that's right... I knew I'd been here this week...
I need a nap... I need to NOT go out tonight... I need to stop working 6 days a week... I need to wrap my arms around PC, lay my head on his chest, and match my breathing to his...
One of my bosses is getting married, and some how I've gotten the assignment to help plan the wedding... which is enjoyable, but damn is it stressful... I'm running down to San Francisco to get this and try that and look at the other thing...
-aside... if and when I ever decide to share my life with a man... and we decide to marry... (unless he's extremely wealthy)... I plan on doing it on the beach in Lake Tahoe... I'll announce it here.. you all are invited... it will probably be a potluck BBQ and involve keg's and Cold Duck... but hey... we'll have fun... I promise....
PC works full time and is in Law School 3 nights a week... this week I remembered how stressful the end of semesters get... you know... that last month before finals when papers are due and it all comes down to all or nothing...
I know life will simplify when this wedding is over and he's out of school... but right now I think we communicate more via Text Message than face to face and it scares me to think how we'll actually get along when we have time for each other... ya know... other than the dinner dates, movie dates and cocktail dates... what's going to happen when we finally just "hang out"?
OK... on that note... there's another guy who I met a couple weeks ago... I've only hung out with him when we happen to be at the same place, namely a bar of some sort.... and he REALLY likes me... he wants to take me out for dinner and all that... now this guy is new in town... and he's not on the up and up... but claims he wants to be... lets just say right now his job is lucrative but illegal..
He says he'll get out of that business in about a month when the construction work starts up again... now this is my thinking... if he's going to be on the straight and narrow when the weather's good... what's to stop him from going back to this "other job" in the rainy season again??? Am I over thinking this... am I shutting down a nice guy just because I refuse to have to visit him in jail or the hospital or a cemetery???
I am ABSOLUTELY not into that scene... NEVER have been... and at the age of 35 I'm not going to start... but really... can someone "get out" of that? I just can't picture myself with someone who I know people will associate with as a dealer... my step dad is a correctional officer, my mother is a drug & alcohol counselor... the jedi's ENTIRE family are law enforcement of some kind and my roommates girlfriend is part of our local Police Department.... and as "ok" as they are with me drinking and having fun... this would just be too much for me to explain I think... no matter how nice he is.
ok... I think I officially just broke my brain... I'm exhausted... I'm going to go to PC's house and watch Casino Royale and The Departed and do nothing else for the next 6 hours....
OH... I did the famous meme, that's right... I knew I'd been here this week...
I need a nap... I need to NOT go out tonight... I need to stop working 6 days a week... I need to wrap my arms around PC, lay my head on his chest, and match my breathing to his...
One of my bosses is getting married, and some how I've gotten the assignment to help plan the wedding... which is enjoyable, but damn is it stressful... I'm running down to San Francisco to get this and try that and look at the other thing...
-aside... if and when I ever decide to share my life with a man... and we decide to marry... (unless he's extremely wealthy)... I plan on doing it on the beach in Lake Tahoe... I'll announce it here.. you all are invited... it will probably be a potluck BBQ and involve keg's and Cold Duck... but hey... we'll have fun... I promise....
PC works full time and is in Law School 3 nights a week... this week I remembered how stressful the end of semesters get... you know... that last month before finals when papers are due and it all comes down to all or nothing...
I know life will simplify when this wedding is over and he's out of school... but right now I think we communicate more via Text Message than face to face and it scares me to think how we'll actually get along when we have time for each other... ya know... other than the dinner dates, movie dates and cocktail dates... what's going to happen when we finally just "hang out"?
OK... on that note... there's another guy who I met a couple weeks ago... I've only hung out with him when we happen to be at the same place, namely a bar of some sort.... and he REALLY likes me... he wants to take me out for dinner and all that... now this guy is new in town... and he's not on the up and up... but claims he wants to be... lets just say right now his job is lucrative but illegal..
He says he'll get out of that business in about a month when the construction work starts up again... now this is my thinking... if he's going to be on the straight and narrow when the weather's good... what's to stop him from going back to this "other job" in the rainy season again??? Am I over thinking this... am I shutting down a nice guy just because I refuse to have to visit him in jail or the hospital or a cemetery???
I am ABSOLUTELY not into that scene... NEVER have been... and at the age of 35 I'm not going to start... but really... can someone "get out" of that? I just can't picture myself with someone who I know people will associate with as a dealer... my step dad is a correctional officer, my mother is a drug & alcohol counselor... the jedi's ENTIRE family are law enforcement of some kind and my roommates girlfriend is part of our local Police Department.... and as "ok" as they are with me drinking and having fun... this would just be too much for me to explain I think... no matter how nice he is.
ok... I think I officially just broke my brain... I'm exhausted... I'm going to go to PC's house and watch Casino Royale and The Departed and do nothing else for the next 6 hours....
Labels: money making, Prince Charming, questionable mental state
7 Comments:
oh trouble ahead with him.
but trouble is fun sometimes. I love trouble, but it usually gets me...in trouble heh
p.s. a co worker got married in Lake Tahoe and he still talks about how awesome it was to this day. He is Tahoe obsessed.
Wanna help plan mine too??
I'd pretty much hide from that guy. Seriously. His trouble gets to be your trouble...behold:
You're in the car headed out to a picnic or something. You get pulled over because you dropped a cigarette on your crotch.
Since you were driving erratically, they pull you over and OMFG! there's a nice big bag of the stuff right in there with the fried chicken. You get arrested too on felony drug charges.
You will do jail time. Doesn't matter that it wasn't yours.
So the moral to this story is that he is not a "nice guy" and you're not blowing off a nice guy. You're protecting your best interests which do not include Felony possession of a class B substance.
Get it?
Oh, Puleeze!! You're actually considering getting into a relationship with a dealer with the hopes that he'll change?? This is not a "nice guy". Run the other way!
NOOOO... I'm not considering it... I'm just pondering how people can say they're going to "Get out of it"... I have no intentions of every dating this guy or talking to him outside of a social setting where we run into eachother.
Strange that you would even consider him with his back ground. I will tell you having been down that road (read my early posts) that you can get out of it, but only if you really want too. The money of dealing it is addictive and if he is dealing he is using. Don't buy the lie of I just sell it, because it is a shitty lie...
Your a good girl, you shouldn't waste your time.
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