and yet... he's still so damn sweet....

today I worked 12 hours... yesterday too, and the day before that ... a few (4-5) times a year I have to do this for anywhere from 3 days to a full week... usually the first day I'm fine... the 2nd is still ok... but by the third day I'm wiped... I'm sure that's why, when I found out about the whole "asking other girls out" thing bothered me so much. I know a relationship isn't created in such a short period of time... and I need to realize that just because he's nice to me, doesn't mean he's not still going to "do his thing" and still go out with other girls.

On that note... we did hang out for about an hour tonight. I'd only been home for about half an hour... long enough to change out of my work clothes and settle down in front of the TV, when I got a call that he was in the area and could he stop by.

We just sat and talked... made plans to go into San Francisco on Sunday and have dinner and go see 300 at the IMAX theater...

We talked about his camping trip a little more... and Sand Mountain in Nevada and Glamis down south... it's cool to learn about stuff that is totally new to me (sand dunes/quads/sand cars)... but be able to discuss because I'm somewhat familiar with (dirt bikes, motorcycles and camping in general)... then we talked about going up to my stomping grounds in NorCal, he's got family up there too...

After an hour of chatting I walked him outside and took a look at his bike (he laid it down about a month ago and I wanted to see the damage) then said good-bye... I came back to my room and could do nothing but smile... he's nice... really really nice... and I have a feeling I'm looking for something wrong, before I end up liking him "too much"...

So I guess I just need to flippin' relax... and let life take its course... I'm getting upset about things that MIGHT happen... and if I keep that up I'm gonna end up more than a little bit crazy!