so... ya... I'm still bitter....
and angry... and hurt... and confused... and I really just don't know what to do with myself.
I know I make stupid mistakes when I drink... and I understand my inhibitions go a little limp... but last night was different...
I was tipsy... not smashed... and he wasn't drunk either... and what he did was seriously fucked up. I don't know how to adress it... it was almost a power trip on his part... seeing if he still "had control"... and dammit I let him have it...
If I was a character in FRIENDS, Pheobe, Rachel & Monica would be yelling a me for letting him drink from my river and steal my lightning... and I cannot believe I let it happen... I can't believe that I even let it get that far...
What was I expecting??? What did I think would happen?? Would we kiss and he'd take me to one of our beds and everything would be storybook perfect?
.... no... not gonna happen... NEVER gonna happen... I'm pissed that all the efforts to distance myself from him were crushed with an expensive dinner, some fancy wine, and some twisted charm...
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i think that next time you see him you shoudl smile, wave him over, hug him and knee him in the groin...
I again refer to my comment on the last blog, tomorrow when he is expecting a ride to work, I would just cruise in to my job and when he called all pissy, I would tell him call the Sith!
he played with your emotions. time for a taste of his own medicine. Ask him over, greet him in something very sexy, play the vixen and then have somebody come to pick you up for a date. Leaving Jedi to his hand. Id make sure he leaves when you do however.
I had to go back and read.
Yep, I agree. Powertripping asshat.
Put him on permanent ignore.
Holy shit what a dick head.
Are you fucking kidding me?
I like the "knee him in the groin" suggestion...I have always suggested punching him!!
What a mother fucking, cock sucking, dick head.
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