avoidance at its finest

I have no desire to talk about what I should be "thinking out" by blogging... I mean.. .this journal is for me... it's for me to bitch and moan...

more times than I can remember, I can credit this place for allowing me to come and "think things out" and I usually feel so much better about things when I'm done...

but today... I don't wanna think... I just want to be lazy... but I guess I'll just "type it out"... let's see where it takes me.

... PC text'd yesterday, nothing special... but he did make it clear that he's been really busy and still wants to see me... a friend of his is visiting from out of town... making it hard for him to contact me (????) whatever... how long does it take to make a phone call or type out a text... I won't write him off completely... speak of the devil... he just called... spent the afternoon with his dog, we talked for about 10 minutes, discussing everything from the weather to the tides at the beach... he just got off the phone with me so he could go talk to his mom, might call me back, I won't hold my breath. He loves her a lot, I haven't met her, but the way he talks about her is pure respect... and I always hear that you can tell the way a man will treat his wife by the way he treats his mother.

Any opinions on that one? I've also heard you can judge a guy by the way he treats his dog... sooo.... ????

The Jedi, on the other hand... loves his mother very much, but is very condescending and loses his temper easily with her...last weekend, we were talking about her and I was defending her, I guess you could say we were arguing, not bad arguing, like... silly arguing... and he looked at me and said "you know my entire family has thought you were my girlfriend for the last 3 years"... my reply was "EVERYONE has!" and I rolled my eyes... gah... so he said to me "I was about to ask you to marry me when you started dating PC"... he smirked and giggled... I know he was kidding, but do NOT say shit like that to me... my friend at work today saw us interacting at lunch and claims we look/act more like a couple than most couples she knows... gah...

I also talked to the Jedi about how I thought PC & I were "done" the other day, but while PC & I were texting yesterday, the Jedi asked what was going on, I told him, he looked at me and said in his best "gay boy" voice "we are soooo breaking up with him!"

effin' boys...

ok... well... I didn't really feel like talking about either PC or the Jedi this evening... but looky there... a little bit of bitching and moaning about both of them... *sigh*

I suppose I should eat more than Salt Water Taffy for dinner... dammit... catch y'all later!