so much on my mind...

but I don't know where to start...

• do I talk about AT... and just how happy I am that he's in my life, even tho he's not really mine...
• do I talk about the Jedi... and how I've avoided hanging out with him for a month now and that my friend here at work says that I grimace when I talk about him...
• do I talk about the padawan and how he told me this weekend that I never come over anymore and how sad that makes him
• do I talk about how I'd rather avoid than address that situation...
• do I talk about how I took a part time job on the weekends just to keep myself from falling back into the habit of hanging out with the Jedi because I have nothing better to do...
• do I talk about what a headcase I am, that I'd rather talk to AT online via Stickam than go out and do Pub Trivia... (I said it's what I'd rather do... not what I chose to do... I am going to trivia...)
• do I talk about how overnight I'm a Chicago Bears fan and how happy I was when they won in overtime yesterday???

well... none of those really seem to be "enough" to talk about... but if anyone wants to hear more... lemme know in the comments and I'll elaborate for y'all....