wow... I'm pretty pathetic....

I took today off of work because I needed a mental health day... OK... ya, so I've had 2 previous long weekends in a row... but both of them were spent mostly in a car, that now looks like I lived in it for about that long...

My room has also taken the brunt of this... it's looks like christmas puked all over... I have decorations, paper, empty boxes, suit cases, winter clothes, half eaten bags of snacks that I've eaten instead of a proper dinner, hangers all over the floor, unopened mail, left over cards... yarn... empty water bottles, shopping bags, gift bags... and about 30 unidentifiable piles of god knows what...

I took today off work with full intentions of at least getting the laundry separated and piled and the trash and xmas stuff out of my room... and then finish up tomorrow... but it didn't happen...

I spent the entire morning talking to AT... then at noon the Jedi called and wanted me to go meet him and WoWboy for lunch... which I did, but they wanted to start drinking and I just wasn't feeling like it today... so I wrote down what I needed at HelMart and took a jaunt up there... I forgot that my friend worked at an office up there, so I stopped to say hello, and meet the owner/boss... looks like I may have a back up job in case something happens at the current place. I wish money wasn't such a big deal... because the $400 per month paycut would totally be worth my happiness, if it wasn't for... you know... rent and car payments and food and stuff... anyway... picked up what I needed at HelMart and rushed back home so I could jump online with AT again for the rest of the night...

so... other than buying Laundry Soap (which I could have done on lunch or something)... I wasted an entire day off... ah well... c'est la vie... it'll get done tomorrow or Sunday... (and the time I spent with AT was totally worth it!)