lack of writing usually is a good thing...

in my case anyway...

I've found that I only come on here and type my heart out if I'm upset... I have a hard time coming and telling the blogosphere just how wonderful I feel and how great things are... I'm kind of the same way with phone calls... other than the "hey... wanna hang out" calls, I find that I only ever think of picking up the phone when I'm crying or angry.

I don't like that... I don't want to be the foul weather blogger... I want to come here and talk about how good things are... or tell funny stories... or remember fun times...

So I supposed my newest mindset will to be use this platform OTHER than venting... I've looked back and noticed my last 5 posts are BORING... and I've had e-mails and other inquiries about AT... and now I'm wondering, "why aren't you talking about that????" I guess one reason is I'm afraid I'll jinx it...

I'm gonna go play video games with the padawan for a while... who know what that will trigger in this brain of mine....