I hate myspace

but I love surveys... or memes as I guess they're called... I used to spend hours doing bulletins on myspace, until I figured out how evil myspace is... now I spend as little time as possible there, but if we're not "myspace friends", go ahead & add me... I'm private so you have to know my last name is Blaine.

I don't know why I'm so tired today... I think I just do a lot even tho it doesn't seem like it. Thinking back, Tuesday I spent the entire day making cookies... Total of 5 different types... yesterday I spent 5 hours at my sisters daycare playing with kids, and today I went to a funeral and shopping.... tonight I honestly feel like I've been run over by a steamroller, which... really... is there a worse way to die... especially if the steamroller started at your feet & you didn't pass out from the pain??? I think about some weird stuff sometimes... but drowning, burning, and steamrollers.... those some of my top ten list of "ways not to die".... where was I? Oh ya... tired... so you get a survey!!!

I found this 200 question thingy over on Luin's blog, so I'm gonna tackle it, although as I fill it out... it's not 200 questions at all... so I'm just gonna remove the #'s all together...

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My middle name is:
Dale

I was born in:
Oregon

I am really:
effin' tired

My phone is:
Samsung BlackJack

My eye color is:
Blue

My favorite colors are:
Blue & Green

My ring size is:
I think around an 8.5 or 9, edit: I tried on rings the other day, my ring fingers are an 8... I have arthritis so my fingers aren't that big... but my knuckles are... so my rings spin around on my finger...

My height is:
5′6"

I am allergic to:
nothing really... if you want "penicillin" or "cats"... but I do get hay fever & take allergy medicine.

I was born on.
Groundhog's day

I am annoyed by:
Pets with human names.... I know, I need to get over it!

Last book you read?
I'm in the middle of The Lovely Bones By Alice Sebold

My bed is?
soft... everyone but me hates it...

One thing you hate about yourself?
my gooshy belly skin

My favorite Holiday is:
don't have one... really... they're all nice, but none of them I really look forward to more than the others.

The perfect kiss is:
yet to come...

The last three cd’s i bought were:
I'd guess all Jimmy Buffett, oh... and Bullet in a Bible by GreenDay.

Are you living at home?:
no, although I've been at my parents for a week now...

Are your parents divorced?
No. But they're in separate houses half the week due to where my step-dad lives (my biological father died before I was born)

What did you do yesterday?:
I went to Mama Girl's house, she runs a daycare for infants & toddlers... I changed diapers & fed bottles and played silly games... it was great!

Do You Believe In:

Love at first sight?
I will if it happens, but not yet...

Luck?
Yes, so far it's been good to me!

Fate?
I believe everything happens for a reason... is that the same as fate??? I also believe in serendipity.

Yourself?
Most of the time... you caught me on a bad day...

Aliens?:
Totally.

Heaven?:
Yes. I believe everyones perception of heaven is their own tho...

Hell?
Yes. ditto to above answer...

Ghosts?
Oh yes, as crazy as you may think I am... I know people who can talk to them...

Horoscopes?
I think they're fun... but I don't credit them to my successes & failures...

Soulmates?
Yes, now someone prove it to me please!!!

Which is Better?:

Hugs or Kisses?
If I can only have one... hugs... but I'll take them both please!

Drunk or High?
I have no desire to do either...

Phone or Online?
I'd like to think phone... but honestly I think IM is the preferable way for me to converse...

Red heads or Black hair?
Red, duh!

Blondes or Brunettes?
Neither. Redheads.

Hot or cold?
Cold.

Summer or winter?
either.

121. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.

Night or Day?
Night.

Oranges or Apples?
Oranges.

Curly or Straight hair:?
Curly.

Here’s What I Think About:

Abortion:
I think the only people who should be allowed to have an opinion on abortion are those who are pregnant... everyone else should just leave their noses out of it.

Backstabber's:
I have a tendency to walk away...

Parents:
I love mine.

When did you last:

Hugged someone:
This morning, I needed it... it was a long, warm, teary one.

Kissed Someone:
My sister 3 hours ago

Saw someone:
I am looking at someone right now.

Cried in front of someone:
in the hospital... I had an anxiety attack and just broke down.

Miscellaneous:

Who is the ditsiest person you know?
Lisa from the phone company

Who makes you laugh the most:
the Jedi... the reason I loved him to begin with... he makes me laugh every day...

The last movie you saw in theaters?
I'm pretty sure it was 300 on IMAX back in February... I could be wrong tho...

What I don’t understand is:
oh... this list is long...

The most unsatisfactory answer I’ve ever received is:
I can't tell you, because I don't want to hurt you...

Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
home cookin'...

The thing that I’m looking forward to the most:
Finding out if I've got this job or not...

The thing that I’m not looking forward to is:
Hearing I didn't get it.

Tomorrow:
I'm going to call the PD, this is getting ridiculous... they were supposed to call on Monday.

Today:
Cold but sunny

Next Summer:
I need to swim more

This Weekend:
I'm going up to Oregon with my sisters.

People call me:
many different nicknames...

The most difficult thing to do is:
There's only one??? wow... I have lots of difficulties in life...

I have gotten a speeding ticket:
at least 4 times...

The first person i talked to today was:
my youngest sister.

First time you had a crush:
Mike... got a baby announcement from him today for his 2nd baby... a beautiful little girl!

The one person who I can’t hide things from:
Don't have one of those...

Last time someone said what you were thinking:
Today, I can't for the life of me remember what it was, but I do remember saying "I was just about to say that!".

Right now I am talking to:
My mom.

What is your dream job?
To do crafts, travel, or take photo's and get paid really well.

first job?
babysitting

I want most:
to be happy & satisfied

I wish:
is this different than "I want"?....

The worst sound in the world is:
The sound of someone you love hurting

The person that makes me cry the most:
I'd have to say me.

Best sound in the world:
a child's laugh.

Person[s] that makes you happy:
Friends & family...

Cats or dogs?
other peoples pet's are great... neither for me thanks...

Didn’t want to be:
unemployed and behind on bills.

Which Golden Girl would you be?
Didn't have cable as a kid... didn't ever watch it.

35 Myspace or Facebook:
I have both... but check them maybe once a week...

Mexican food or Chinese?
Both. Mexican if I'm feeling cheesy.... Chinese if I'm feeling vegetable-y...

My favorite piece of clothing:
Jeans

My favorite color(s):
This question was already asked.

Last time I cried:
So was this one

My friends are:
spread all over the world

My computer is:
a life line.

Last person I got mad at:
ummmm... probably someone at the hospital for poking me...

Person you secretly crush:
I'm not crushin' at the moment

Favorite Song:
Can't say I have one

Paper or plastic?
whichever has a handle.

The all-time best movie(s) I’ve seen?
Shaun of the Dead cracks my shit up!

The all-time best feeling in the world is?
yet to be felt.

Favorite scent:
I like the smell of BBQ's....

What color is your hairbrush?
I have a few, but don't use them enough to even recall their color.

Favorite shoes:
Reef Flip-flops

I lose all respect for people who:
refuse to see "the other side of the story".

Color of your room?
white walls.

TV channels you watch:
um... lot's... courtTV, Food Network, ABC, CBS, NBC, Fox, Spike, NatGeo, Discovery, TLC, the pay channels (HBO, Showtime, Cinemax, Encore...)... and many more.

Best Feature:
My eyes or hair

Worst Habit:
ummm... popping my gum may rank up there..

The worst pain I was ever in was:
I've said this before... I've had 8 knee surgeries, 2 disks in my back blow leaving me flat on my back for 5 months, broken my knee, femur, hand, wrist, and fingers... I've split my head open requiring 21 staples into my head, that's just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to pain & injuries... but none of that hurt as much as a broken heart....

Best Memory:
there's no way to narrow it down to just one...

Favorite TV Show:
Bones... if you make me choose... but I like CSI, NCIS & Criminal Minds too...

My favorite celebrity couple is:
ummmm... nope... can't claim to give a shit...

Favorite Stuffed Animal:
ummmm... it's not mine, it's my mom's teddy bear

My weakness is:
... still food, I'd guess...

What I like about the opposite sex is:
how they make me feel wanted... and safe....

Who broke your heart?
which time?

2. One thing that makes you feel great is:
being surrounded by loved ones

1. One person that you wish you could see right now?
dead or alive? I'll say my father... although I have no clue what I'd say or do!