boo fucking hoo
life is pretty messed up right now...
nothing i cannot "get thru"... but man it just feels like if anything else could go wrong, it would be the last straw, ya know?
let's just say all of the following have affected my life in the past month, some of it directly, more of it less so.... and although most of it is gonna be fine, it's left little room for me to be able to blog without coming here and making a complete ass of myself by advertising even more of my own personal train wreck
- unemployment
- computer problems
- drunk driving
- drinking too much
- questionable other drug use
- car accidents
- insurance claims
- chronic diarrhea
- no medical insurance
- bladder infections
- friends not having transportation
- ex-boyfriends new girlfriends
- new boyfriends ex-girlfriends
- trying to not fall in love
- trying to convince a friend it's ok TOO fall in love
- knowing that someone is all wrong, but loving them anyway
- serious allergies to something very difficult to avoid without drastic changes
- domestic abuse
- police visits
- late night phone calls
- phone calls that never come
- stressing about background checks just to find out everything is "ok"
- being overqualified for simple jobs
- being under qualified for desired jobs
- not being able to accept jobs because they'd pay less than unemployment
- missing old friends
- missing new friends
- missing my blog
theres so much more... but to tell the truth... i'm tired... and i spent 2 hours crying myself to sleep last night and this post has practically gotten me to that same state... so i'll end here...
love you guys...
13 Comments:
We all care about you. Let us know what we can do, even if it's just talking. I can empathize though of course I can't understand exactly what you're going through.
I hope things get better soon. I hate when everything sucks. :(
Sweetpea!
Sending my love! I have been wondering how you are...but honestly, I have my head so far up my ass, I can't see anything beyond the next 5 minutes...Let's catch up soon!!
Loving you!
Keep your chin up and remember to breathe. Just take a minute, step back and take a deep breath. Breathe in for 7 seconds and breathe out for 7 seconds.
It may not fix it, but it may help your perspective on what's going on.
*hugs* to you and know that we are here for you.
*hugs*, I wish there was something I could do to help. =(
Aww punkin', big hug from me to you.
Let us know if you need anything... Were thinking of ya!
I am so sorry, and I don't want to "blow sunshine up your ass," but it has to get better soon. Hang in there!
Sending love and warm fuzzies.
Oh, I want to call, but I don't have another number than the old work cell. Know that I want to be there for you like you were there for me.
Holy shit!
Chin up babydoll.
xoxoxx
You haven't posted in quite a while & I hope you are alright.
Recognizing your shortcomings is a BIG step forward. We all "write" about ourselves, but you are actually "seeing" what is in front of you. That is a positive.
Lots of us have been around the block a few times, so trust me, you are not alone.
Don't beat yourself up. You're in my thoughts, sweetie.
Miss you! Hope things are getting better...
girl get your butt back out here and at least let us know your OK! We miss ya...
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