sick as a dog...

well... maybe not THAT sick, but the first time I've felt bad enough to not go to work in a very long time.

Considering I have a ton of stuff to do at work, that says a lot.

I have a sore throat and both my ears ache, I've been taking sudafed and tylenol and I feel better, but not exactly human.

I feel like I cannot get enough sleep... I feel straight up lazy... but I've felt this way for weeks... I really need to find something to get me out of this funk.

I know winter brings the blues... but this is getting old... reminds me of an episode of 6 feet under when Brenda said "the funny thing about depression, is if you allow yourself to feel it, it gets very old, very fast..."

Maybe that's where I'm at... "sick of being sick"... pfft.